Blah...

Basically, that's how I feel. I don't know why but yesterday I kind of just felt non-motivated and really just blah. I'm not sure how else to describe it. It's like everything pushed me into a bad mood, which caused a fight between me and my boyfriend that got blown way out of proportion. Everything's fine now but that really didn't help lift my spirits. I've been doing good on my eating but I know I can do better. I wasn't able to work out yesterday and I think that kind of pushed me off balance as well. Having an interruption when you are just starting to get into the groove of things doesn't do any good. I know this is life and I know that these things have happened before and will continue to happen for the rest of my life. I'm going to weigh myself tonight, I finally found my scale but it's not working right. I weighed myself 3 times on it and I proceeded to "gain" weight each time. My mom has a scale and I'm going to try to use that for now until a get a new one. I have thought of a couple more goals that'll hopefully get my mind in the right place again. First, I would like to be at least 12-15 pounds lighter by my brother's confirmation in April into the Catholic Church. I have to dress up and it would feel amazing to feel good in whatever I wear. Second, I would like to be at least 25 pounds lighter by the time my family takes a trip to lake Michigan at the end of August. Hopefully I can go above and beyond with these goals. Toodles, have a wonderful day.

XoXo